Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Need You

i dint update my blog for quite some days already...
due to emoing and stuffs...
so this is my latest update of myself and start from now i will update my blog every time i log in!!!



I smile to hide the hurt.
I laugh to chase away the tears.
But when u look into my eyes, you will see all my pains hidden there!!!

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Sad



What have I got to do to make you love me
What have I got to do to make you care
What do I do when lightning strikes me
And I wake to find that you're not there

Sunday, December 12, 2010

The End of Jim Tan

sickness is attacking me from everyside...
first time went into hospital to drip water...
breathing difficulty , backbone pain, heart beat hardly in brain...

if i have the last 1/2/3 months of surviving...
i wont wish to do anything...
i will rather die now den later..
because what i wish to do have no enough time to let me start and finish!!!

i wish for not existed in this world will come true?