His-story

wow...
not a single day i can be happy as i used to be..
every single day...
open up google chrome - facebook(as usual) - check updates- ex friends got plans/gathering- not invited-shut down - sick of remember high school/primary too...

yup...
im now in college life and car club life..
who give a dam on u primary and secondary school peoples..
dont even call me when u all need the same old me..
i will just ignore or reject the request u all ask me to...
not interested in what u all want from me...

who thinks im bad?
i dont think so...cause this is life and life have to be cruel sometimes...
OMG!!!
day by day emo-ing...
when can i stop this nonsense...
im so bored with it...
seriously..
till today no one can calm me down...
no one can put off a blazing fire..
i know no one out there can see what im trying to explain...
cause i dont wnat to show u my words that i have been hiding all this while..
no point of showing u all what i write in my blog...

now my life line is to study in college till the end and enjoy custom/mod my precious smart@idiot...

but still..
i need u...
i want u to be with me...
i dont mind what kind/beauty/size/hight or what so ever...
what i need is love...from the deep heart...

ArgHH!!!!
i cant stand it anymore...
FUCK Y'ALL who used me!!!